Apology

Person 1: I'm sorry... I've been depressed for a SHORT while, and when  I do get depressed, I close myself out from the world. It's a bad habit of mine that I want to fix, but sadly it's still in the processing of being fixed. When I hit the lowest point, I thought of calling you, but I was on my bed, and my mom 5 feet away from me(my mom and I sleep in the living room, separate beds lol). I even thought about walking outside and call you and ask you to be there for me, but I was just so tired and lifeless that I didn't do anything. I don't know why, but I feel this awkward atmosphere around us these days. Maybe it's just me who's feeling that, maybe it's because you're mad/disappointed/annoyed at me, or maybe you're having a tough time and I don't know it and I'm assuming when I shouldn't be. I don't know to be honest, but I want you to know that you really are my best friend. Bestest friend. I'm sorry if I upset you in anyway :/

Person 2: I probably shouldn't have told you what I told you, but I had to. Then again, I know there's no point in telling you anything... So I decided to stop, but I'm not sure if I can? I'd have to see. I don't know.. I'm just blabbering now. I'll stop. I'm sorry.