Retreat

I came back from retreat yesterday. And I feel BLESSED. Praise God :)

Merry Christmas~ :)

Merry Christmas to you all :) I hope your break will be wonderful and relaxing!

and here's one fun fact XD

Did you know that Christmas isn't actually the birthday of Jesus Christ, which is why most christians celebrate Christmas? Jesus's birthday is actually around April :)

Friends

they're good people... people who make me smile and laugh :)

New

Hey, it's like the first time talking to you. I liked it. lol deep inside me, i believed that you are nice and faithful, and today, i reaffirmed it. I'm actually really glad i got to talk to you :)

hope this continues and develops into a deep friendship

Apology

Person 1: I'm sorry... I've been depressed for a SHORT while, and when  I do get depressed, I close myself out from the world. It's a bad habit of mine that I want to fix, but sadly it's still in the processing of being fixed. When I hit the lowest point, I thought of calling you, but I was on my bed, and my mom 5 feet away from me(my mom and I sleep in the living room, separate beds lol). I even thought about walking outside and call you and ask you to be there for me, but I was just so tired and lifeless that I didn't do anything. I don't know why, but I feel this awkward atmosphere around us these days. Maybe it's just me who's feeling that, maybe it's because you're mad/disappointed/annoyed at me, or maybe you're having a tough time and I don't know it and I'm assuming when I shouldn't be. I don't know to be honest, but I want you to know that you really are my best friend. Bestest friend. I'm sorry if I upset you in anyway :/

Person 2: I probably shouldn't have told you what I told you, but I had to. Then again, I know there's no point in telling you anything... So I decided to stop, but I'm not sure if I can? I'd have to see. I don't know.. I'm just blabbering now. I'll stop. I'm sorry.

If

If we were meant to be, we will see each other as more than just friends. Whether that's now, in 3 months, or in 3 years.

If not, I'll just remember you as a beautiful sunset I can think back to when I'm old.

날씨

오늘 비가 두번 내렸다. 아침에 한번. 저녁에 한번.

먹구름낀 하늘에 쏴아아아 한 쏘나기가 아침에 내려 햇님을 비추어주었지만, 저녁에 한번더 연락없이 찾아와 햇빛을 즐기던 나를 불괘하게 적셔주었다.

하지만 이젠 비맞지 않으리. 해도 보지 않으리. 그저 어느 한 건물 안에서 밖같세상 생각하지 않으며 살리... 할수 있다면, 말이다.

Something BIG

*Breathe in* and *breathe out*....

Okay... tomorrow... something is going to happen...