Sunday, February 19, 2012

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

roller coaster day

i donno why but after school i felt really crappy and i was mad pissed off for some reason... but i guess i'm okay now :P

Saturday, February 4, 2012

This is a test

When you go up, you're bound to come down. That's what I believed for so many years. And that thought isn't something negative since if I look at it the other way, that becomes "when you go down, you're bound to go up." But I know that whenever I go up and down, I go up little by little, in zigzag form. I only go up for up is what I'm striving for.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Man

Having a man period. LOL no better way to express this :3 Question is, for how long now?

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Having a hard time?

My son, do not despise the LORD's discipline, and do not resent his rebuke, because the LORD disciplines those he loves, as a father the son he delights in. - Proverbs 3:11-12

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Hi there

Person Number 1: Talk to me when you want to... I know there's a lot of things on your shoulders and it's burdening you. I'd more than love to help. I'm not going to ask you what it is because I feel like I'm too nosy. And others are probably a bit nosy too. I don't want you to have no one to turn to when you need someone.

Person Number 2: Hello there. I'm sorry but I'm going to distance myself from you just a tiny bit for a period of time... I don't know for how long or how "distant," but I need some time without having you in my mind. Sigh... I'm a bit worried about where this is heading. And don't take me wrong(although you probably won't even read this in your life time), I do want to be your friend, good friend, best friend, maybe a bit more than just a friend, or whatever. But for the time being, I want to have some distance between you and me.

Person Number 3: You should know what you're thinking. Don't get influenced by others. It's hard, I know, but what you think shouldn't change because others disagree with you. You know your feelings. You know your thoughts. You know what you want. You know. So just stick with it like a boss and be happy.

Person Number 4: I'm a little uncomfortable with you? lol umm... yea... but whatever, I just needed to spill that out somewhere.

Person Number 5: Please stop being sick and go see a doctor. You worry me. You've been sick for almost 2 weeks now and you say it's just a cold. Even if it is just a cold, you should be sick for that long... and did I mention before? I am really, really worried about you. To a point where you scare me. Please stay healthy and smile because you look best when you're like that.

Person Number 6: I wasn't in a good mood... and out of all people, I thought you would notice even a tiny bit. Just a tiny bit at least. Just a passing by phrase of "how are you?" or "are you alright?" would've made me so much better... but how could you have known? I shouldn't be upset, but... I am...

Person Number 7: What the heck did you do? I don't understand. You need to tell me, but you probably won't. And I'm probably not going to ask you what you did, so you won't even know I'm mad at you. Actually, I'm not mad at you, I'm just shocked.

Person Number 8: You need to relax. Don't get distracted. You were so happy before and now you're bleh. Get a hold of yourself. Give yourself some time and don't go astray. Let's go. I'll help you out.

Too close

Maybe I'm getting too close...

Monday, January 23, 2012

Heavy..

I feel really uneasy right now... I feel like something's going to happen today...

What is this heavy feeling inside me?...

Friday, January 13, 2012

Just finished

I just finished a scholarship that was due today... I feel relieved but I gotta work on more scholarships x.x

then I worry... what if i don't get into any of the colleges so all my effort here becomes nothing?...

Monday, January 9, 2012

Scholarships for girlsssss

http://www.fastweb.com/college-scholarships/scholarships/151048-apiasfsara-lee-foundation-scholarship


This is a scholarship for girls... so OBVIOUSLY I CAN'T APPLY TO THIS ONE D: but since you guys can, except for robin, go ahead and feel free to apply because i don't think it's too hard and it gives you $2500 :D

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Refer a Friend - Fastweb

Refer a Friend - Fastweb

hi guysss this is for a scholarshippp :3 it'd be great if you can read it for me and... what not... lol