Sorry to those who understood what I wrote on my last post... i didn't mean to direct what i said to my friends here XD it was more of a... monologue? like, i was telling myself to get the hell out (in case you're still wondering, that's what i wrote in korean XD) cuz... i went through the same exact thing last year, and i survived through it? So I was like, the heck, I'll be fine this year too. Time will pass, and I'll be fine. I mean, so what if i'm sad from time to time? If that's how I feel atm, that is how I feel atm.
I mean, I do want to be happy and stay happy. I want to be smiling and laughing and stay smiling and laughing because I don't want my friends to be down because I'm down. I want to laugh and have fun with them. But at the same time, I don't want to fake my emotion. But idk... whatever i do at this point will be very hypocritical either way :[
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