Monday, September 5, 2011

I hate this love song

 Love Song by Big Bang.

 That song has been in my head for about 5 days now... And today morning, I listened to it for literally 2 hours... same song over and over again on itunes. Idk.. strange emptiness is in my heart. I feel like the world is slowly becoming black and white video clip in slow motion.

It really is strange because by writing on this blog, I'm just making myself more vulnerable... I don't know who reads my post or what he/she thinks of me. Yet, I write. I wonder why I do... And what's bothering is that while I'm exposing myself, I'm not exposing enough to have heart to heart bond with someone because I'm afraid. I hide the most important thing. How idiotic... How dumb...

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