Man... I was so ready for this... I listened to cheerful songs, act up, smiled, laughed, made myself happy.... just for this... but now that I actually Know what is going on... I can't handle my pain. I. Just. Can't.
Sometimes... I just wonder. What would my life have been if I wasn't a Christian, if my beliefs were different, if I was just a regular teenager, thinking and acting the same way, would I be smiling?
Why do people change? Why.... why.... When I am still the same, why do others change...
do you think you're going through "the phase"?
ReplyDeletei think as a christian, you are more challenged, and able to see beyond and overcome things after they have passed. maybe you're beginning to change now?
everyone has a different path, and yours is so very different from the people you know. i don't think i've ever met someone w/ ur kind of situation. you're unique joe, in a way we may not be able to comprehend as of yet.
Are you okay, Joe? :'[ I wish I could understand what you're going through..
ReplyDeleteoh joeeeee :[ talk to meeeeee
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